jjjorg.

3:19pm: when i was twelve i got into this shitty thing called the scene and hardcore music..

im just saying that i dont like either now :) i guess i see how immature all those hardcore kids are now
well... i still like hardcore music hehe

5:39pm: ok, fuck it, i'm miserable

5:30pm: I feel like im being dragged along at the bottom of the ocean. I dont have the choice to keep up, its forced on me. That really makes me tired, of everything. I'm feeling the need for some fresh ideas, and some sleep would be good too, and some love.

2:34am: i went shopping, yesterday. and got new pants and a trendy black hoodie, or something like that. cool.

3:13am: f0rc3r (4:43:53 PM): yeah i own the place
f0rc3r (4:43:57 PM): i'm like move bitch
f0rc3r (4:44:31 PM): now we r are talking
caseyisconfused (4:44:40 PM): haha
f0rc3r (4:44:41 PM): smooth smooth smooth
caseyisconfused (4:44:46 PM): yeah yeah yeah
f0rc3r (4:45:23 PM): haha
f0rc3r (4:45:27 PM): weird hyper-ish mood
f0rc3r (4:45:31 PM): that fucking flp u sent earlier
f0rc3r (4:45:36 PM): totally woke me up
f0rc3r (4:45:38 PM): its amazing
caseyisconfused (4:45:42 PM): good
caseyisconfused (4:46:03 PM): like woke you up musically finally? or just woke u up?
f0rc3r (4:46:20 PM): like i was like.. depressed n bord n shit
f0rc3r (4:46:29 PM): n i heard it n was like :d:d yeyeheyeyeyeyeye

11:23pm: i totally feel stupid for over reacting and being a total dick.. and i cant help but be uptight in a public place, would i consider it anti-social or anti-scene, whatever the scene is cause its invisible to me. i think i will stick with trance, cause no one likes me at shows and i feel so unwanted all the time when i meet new people.

I did manage to meet a couple new people though, they are funny guys.

But i'm still a jealous retard

1:45am: distance sucks, and so does missing someone..

5:58pm: Kupek brings back so many memories of last year.. I guess its good, makes me smile sometimes (andrew) ha

9:45am: why am i up so early, where is my mom, why does my room look bigger, i wonder if im dreaming ha

3:13pm: oohh emmm geeee, im so sleepy, exams make me so poop : ( . how is everyone doing by the way?

10:07pm: i really have nothing to say ... im in love with trance, shes beautiful and never stops loving me back : ) im gunna marry her ha, yeah i wish

9:05pm: so today, i looked for record labels..

i found a bunch that would probably press some of my music...

Generation records
limbo records
armada music
platipus records
bitter lemon records
611 records
anjunabeats

hm, i'll send them cds...

in the mean time i feel like shit :)

10:43am: man, wtf, im still sick

9:49pm: davis is my! heroooo.




gangstaer. facist. consumer.

2:37pm:


cory took this picture of me in world civ.... phat or not phat?yo.

9:45am: man, what am i saying, im not happy at all, i cant fake this shit

10:10pm: In Trance We Trust
mixed by DJ Misja Helsloot
Cascade - Transcend (moonman's flight).mp3
Elisir - The Top (dj alan dexter mix).mp3
DJ Sakin & Friends - Protect your mind.mp3
Warlock - Moonshine.mp3
Nunca - House of Doom.mp3
Extreme Trax - Final Fantasy (dj phillip mix).mp3
Hammock Brothers - Blaze of Night.mp3
Steve Morley - Reincarnation (mystic groove).mp3
Ceres - Ease Your Mind.mp3
DJ Philip - Spring.mp3
DJ Misja - Emocan.mp3
Reversed Twister - De-tuned.mp3
Red Light District - Did You Hear me (phase 1 mix).mp3
Solar Plexus - 20000 Miles Under the Sea.mp3
DJ Tiesto - Theme from Norefjell.mp3
Kosmonova vs Fiocco - Celebrate (extended version).mp3

some class tracks on that cd...

9:26pm: NIK.IS.SEX.
zomg nik: we're in the month of JABINARY
zomg nik: ATTENTION ATTENTION: it is JABINARY
zomg nik: YES EVERYTHING IS A DOLLAR

zomg nik: i just made a discovery;
zomg nik: wTf= what THE (!!!) fuck
zomg nik: :D UNDOO STOD?

9:07pm: ayeeeeee, i shit mah pantz! doh!


we need some comedy around here!

12:32am: starsky and hedge - silver cloud 12" purple eye
euroythmics - here comes the rain 12" white label
alexi delano - colour clash (hybrid mix) 12"
cygnus x - orange theme 12" eye q
robbie rivera - funk a tron 12" single
trancentral station - tears (kinesis mix) 12"
cygnus x - orange theme disc two 12"
signum - push through/sunnychanges 12"
gouryella - ligaya 12" single
gouryella - ligaya (corsten/greencourt mix) 12"
binary finary - 1998 1999 12" remixes

;) le hto xse

10:42pm: hey dj, it would be good to play that shit before i kill you.

5:58am: i just watched the royal tenenbaums for the first time. i cried pretty hard during some parts, it was pretty depressing, i like richie. today i finished a track, i dont know what im going to name it, but im going to release it on a label hopefully. should be cool, peace loves <3

4:19am: shake yah bootay shake yah bootay, im sleeping in no matter what, dont wake me, or die, oh yes, i met the coolest guy on the internet today, after searching and searching for ferry corstens contact info, i found a dentist, who knows ferry, and this guy, is fun, helped me find a cell phone that i can actually use, and is a Dj! how rad is that?!

12:00am: merry frick! :)

4:13am:
you're indie!


How can I label you?

Hey! thats me....but i dont like to label myself. wuteva.